checking back on the patterns
something i wanted to note is that this is just like my tiny notebook, just like my diaries or personal insta or sending a text/rant to a group chat - blogpost from nov 25 2024 past me is so correct, i just keep forgetting to come back here when i need to express myself lolol . honestly considering restricting my usage of the main social media platforms and being back on the indie web side of stuff, it's just getting too weird out there man . i can write/draw/express myself on any of the stuff i listed-notebook, diary, insta, texting, blogging, making a comic out of it lol, whatever one feels right to me at the time .
my future self will look back on this and give my past self a big hug as she says "it ended up being ok, no need to worry or stress, we made it" or something lol ..ughhh whatever, duality of life n all that v.v - blogpost from dec 28 2024 i am giving my past self a bigggg hug, the biggest hug i can give !!! and for the most part, everything ended up being ok fr . it's still rough waters but you are stronger than you know, it is not the end of the world !
it was so nice looking back at the past for a little while . it's funny that i'm going thru similar emotions as i did almost a year ago, so nobody gets me better than i get me LOL . i have 3 notebooks full of daily entries since march 2023 to today-that's a goldmine of patterns to look over, moments to relive honestly . ways for me to understand myself better . there were some gems in my bearblog too tho <33 sending you so much luvvvv