daily doodle 352
hope that this high level demon can convey the feeling of knowing you need to do something but not wanting to do it . bc that’s kinda where i’m at rn lol ..wish i could have more respect for myself and my energy . i’ve been trying so hard lately to find my old self thru the noise and mess that i went thru in life . sometimes i lose focus, but i need to snap back more often so i can finally find her .
i read something yesterday that said “every girl thinks they’re ‘too much’ until they realize that their body is just begging them to pour their heart into their art instead of a boy . your intensity is for your work . boys are to eat with and cuddle, after a passionate episode alone in your studio”. my intensity is for my art ..just want to lean into it more but i keep getting distracted . i love love so much but maybe it’s not that helpful for me right now . i will keep trying to make the life i want to live, hope i can make the ppl i care about proud of me .
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