dreams3
now i have had a couple dreams since the last one i wrote here, but they weren’t anything crazy or interesting enough to put here . last night tho ? (and maybe it’s bc it’s a full moon soon)
first dream i had, i was in walmart buying stuff . i kept seeing my old friend from high school walking around the aisles and i wanted to reach out to her but didn’t wanna bother if she was busy . as i was shopping tho, i kept seeing her in passing and she had started saying hey and giving peace signs to strangers as she walked passed-some said hey back but most ppl looked confused lol . i wanted her to say hey to me too especially since we actually knew each other, but the way i went about it was so bleh-just outright said “you don’t wanna say hey to me ??” and she looked n rolled her eyes before walking off . lmaoooo like i really pulled a “where’s my hug at” in my own subconscious smh 😭 what sucks is this girl and i aren’t friends anymore, it’s been months since we talked and i wish i could know why the friendship didn’t last . she was one of my best friends, we went to the barbie movie w some others and we were all the KENS . but it just seemed like as soon as she got a new boyfriend, she didn’t want to talk to me anymore . i was going thru a rough patch w my job firing me for no reason and she never replied to it . she had ghosted me before but promised this time she wouldn’t; i was trying to be patient but when my boyfriend told me she was messaging him (nothing crazy, just hyped about arcane), i messaged her saying that this wasn’t going to work out, to which she responded to pretty timely ..idk …i feel like she was just using me as a way to fill the void in between relationships and it sucked, but irl i don’t think i’d ever say what i said in my dream to her, just stare at her ..made me feel bad v.v
woke up thinking about that dream before falling back asleep . other dream i was in the shower, my gma and siblings were in the sewing room and they were yelling that they saw two big cheetahs outside !! they were telling me one of them was coming up to the bathroom window, which is right next to the shower . i could hear them meowing and purring 🥹 i opened my window a little to stick my hand out and pet the cheetah who had jumped up to the window and mannnnn it felt so soft !!! it purred more and kept meowing UGHH IT WAS THE CUTEST DREAMM 💕💕 made me feel a lot better when i woke up <3
pretty sure i wrote these like feb 12 or whenever the past full moon was but i forgot to publish, but hiiii sending yall love, miss being on hereee <3
last dream i had - trashcan/ball pizza
next dream i had - glass bowling ball