what a record !! <333
i need to look back at my daily journal later, but to my knowledge n memory, i haven't had any intense emotional breakdown over life sinceeeee january !!! ;v; oh my goodness, like past me would not believe it to be so, even tho waaay past me experienced emotional stability before . it is a little thing but i am so proud of myself ! >v<
could it be bc of my new routine ? i think so~ i'm taking care of myself and making really dope art ! i just need to up the output a bit more ! earlier this year i made so many completed drawings and animations, i made little but important moves towards my art career, i was doing sooo good ! i gotta get back and the first thing i gotta do is cut the things getting in my way-bad sleep hygiene and being on my phone too much
i 'don't have time' bc i waste it either on my phone or taking long (looovely) naps . i wasn't doin all that jan-march, but april felt like it kicked me in my face, and may has been feeling like a absolute whirlwind like how is it the 20th already ...
going to make an effort to look back over my quarterly goals n see how things are going, n how to end the last month of the quarter off w a bang ! i wonder if i'm going to need wifi on this cruise i'm going to soon, i gotta tighten up my process on making these weekly vids so i can do it when lots of things are going on day to day, like a vacation lol . need to earn this vacation frfr, but no severe crying fits or 'spiry is spiraling' moments in such a long time !
when my friend told me i was having them probably once every other week, or at least that's when he could kind of expect them to happen, that just really snapped me out of it . cuz i had no idea it was that frequent-even tho if you look at older entries it's obvious i had more moments of sadness and pain than i did happiness n sillies lmao
i got food waiting for me, i'll ttyl <333 so proud of me ! so proud of you too, keep pushing in whatever u do !! >v<